is this me !!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAVI ...it was a good time together at nobel house......have a nice day and great year.............

i think there is some sought of a serious problem with me.....my life kind of changed for the last 3-4 days....i can't digest it.....

there has been a lot of dreaming.....i am scared.!!!

i wonder if the purpose of the dream was to tell me that i should end my static, lukewarm relationships with my own self..because i deserve moreor if it was simply to remind me that, like everyone else, i desire to be loved.

what i really hope though, is that the dream was a foreshadowbecause i woke up really, really happyand then i realized it was a dream (!!!!)and then i felt really, really.. bereft.

this irritates me......is this cos i have quit my job.........naa...i dont think so...i feel so relaxed and confident on the job front....these is some thing suspicious abt me.....which i am finding tough to crack ......

and then i had a momentary lapse into insanity where i thought i was invincible.....its time for me to go the grave.......RIP !!

my boss today tried hard to retain me in the organization.........better luck time SIR...

i wanted to kill time...so i came up with this creative idea of writing a piece of code which does not make sense to me.....

char menu[10][15] = { “home”, “office”, “friends”, “crackass”, “beer”, “geek ”, “linux”, “my little doggie”, “Linux”, “my car” }; oooOOOH boy !!! i am so very job less

i dont think that i am that stupid as i much as i look..........i guess its time to act smart and be serious......

my prob remains a prob........

and i subsequently have been sitting in this one particular spot on my chair all day,scratching my head and giving the evil glare and refusing to move.